The 30-Day Manifestation Experiment:

Or What the Universe Taught Me In Only One Month 

What can I say?  I’m a scientist at heart.  I do believe that manifestation must be real if so many people have already done experiments on it but to know it as a universal truth I have to have some kind of proof that it is existing.  So what does any true scientist do when they really want to see the results up close and personal?  They experiment on themselves and chart the results.  So without any further ado I am going to start the ball of manifestation rolling.  The plan is to make sure I am doing everything I can to get each intention to become a full-out manifestation that anyone can see, hear, taste or touch.  This may mean on some days I will meditate.  For something I want to happen earlier in the day I shall try starting the manifestation the night before.  Let’s start off with something impossible first.

Day One:

Date- 11/28/2016

Intention-I want all my children to wake up on their own tomorrow and start getting ready for the day without any prompting from me.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification- My children never wake up without prompting.  They fight getting up in the morning to the point where I think they may be vampires.  This is a challenge for sure because if they don’t get up and get ready without prompting at a reasonable time I will have to step in but if manifestation is truly true then the Universe will know my capped limit and make it happen well before the cap is reached.

Synchronistic Moments-I came home tonight to clean dishes and a clean stove, with no prompting from me to have it done.  Still, mornings are always guided by me so we’ll see if this is a prelude to a very different morning on Tuesday or just a co-winky-dink.

Result-So the results are in and things did not go quite as intended but they seemed smoother, at the very least.  The most difficult one to wake up is my youngest and she woke up after only 10 minutes of prompting.  That is very close to what I wanted but I think this may not have worked simply because I was concentrating on changing someone’s behavior.  It also may not have worked properly because I was focusing on more than one.  In any case, we are on to the next day’s experiment already.

Day Two:

Date– 11/29/2016

Intention– I would like to receive a physical gift today that helps boost my creative side.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I didn’t order anything.  It’s not my birthday or any other holiday.  I’ll be at work all day and then at the gym so I don’t think I will have any reason to think this can happen at all…except I want it to happen to show me that the Universe truly does give us anything we want.

Synchronistic Moments-I was given a couple of packages of fruit gummies at work.  I don’t know if they helped me be creative but they tasted good.  I was given dinner when I came home but that didn’t do much for my creative spirit at all.  

Result-I got no gift except for the gummies and dinner so I feel kind of bummed.  I’m grateful but it really wasn’t what I was trying for.  I’m not sure I’m focusing as nothing seems to be panning out.  Can’t wait to try a new tactic tomorrow morning.

Day Three:

Date– 11/30/2016

Intention-I would like to receive $100,000,000.00.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– Well after yesterday’s fail I’m trying again to get something that can only be gotten in an impossible way.  But I’m going to try.  I’m going to get a lotto ticket and hope all the meditating I did this morning will increase my odds of winning.  You can’t win if you don’t play!  On a side note I do feel more positive for all the meditating I did so something good should come my way today.

Synchronistic Moments- I was not able to get a ticket as I was running late for work but I found it interesting that a co-worker found a surprise Christmas ticket from the snack vending machine (a yearly treat they add).

Result-Well it’s almost close to midnight which means I’m probably not getting my $100,000,000.00 tonight.  Tomorrow I’m going to concentrate on something more tangible.  Maybe my mind isn’t ready to wrap itself in $100,000,000.00 yet, which is why it hasn’t come to me.  On a side note I still feel happy from my earlier meditation.  I wonder if I just need to be super happy first before the winnings and blessings come.  Hmmmm.

Day Four:

Date– 12/01/2016

Intention-I would like today to be fast-paced and non-stressful.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification–Well it’s been busy all week and the holiday just started.  I really don’t think that the volume will lesson quite yet.  I just want the work week to be done already and for the weekend to start (is this considered another intention?)

Synchronistic Moments-There were many things that got me through the day.  Then I heard that someone I know had passed and everything kind of went down a bit.  Like a light dimming.  Or a blanket being thrown over me.  Things then slowed down to a crawl.  I went home eventually only to have the time there stretch as well.  Sadness from a loss apparently brings time almost to a standstill.

Result-Well for the most part it was a fast-paced day and I was able to get things done.  It simply wasn’t a good result for anything.

Day Five:

Date– 12/02/2016

Intention-To win big-big tonight at the casino!

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I have won big before but I have not won big-big.  Also I don’t think the casino wants me to win big-big.  Let’s hope the universe is thinking more like me and not like the casino.

Synchronistic Moments- I played a scratch off and won $53.00 dollars!  I didn’t even need the big-big casino winnings but I tried anyway.

Result–  Let me tell you what I did to get the ticket winnings.  I originally typed down I that I had already won over a hundred dollars and the above statement of “I didn’t even need the big-big casino winnings but I tried anyway.” Before I won anything.  I also wrote “I really am a big-big winner!  LOL!  No I really am…but I don’t think I’m through manifesting more quite yet.” for a result as well.  Everything written in quotes was written before leaving the house and actually buying the tickets.  Obviously it was only half-hearted because I only won half of what I was trying to win.  The original plan was to get over a hundred dollars but I only received half of what I jotted down.  Maybe part of the problem is that I really don’t want to win big-big?  Or even just big?  Some part of me must want to win; the money I asked for did come.  Still, it seems like I’m not quite ready to pull it forth from the universe completely.  As an extra note maybe I should not have written that I didn’t need the big-big casino winnings as I really could use the winnings.  Hmmm.  This is a lesson on carefully choosing my words for next time.  Or maybe I just need more practice?  Well there is plenty of chance for that in the next month.

Day Six:

Date– 12/03/2016

Intention-Game time!  I would like to see 5 things today:

My children laughing and having a good time.

A rainbow that is either real or real-life size somewhere.

A murder of crows.

Someone I miss and haven’t seen in awhile just pop up.

A butterfly.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I’m not sure the rainbow or butterfly are possible.  It’s winter.  It’s chilly.  It’s not the type of conditions for seeing any of those things.  No one contacts me anymore, especially in person, so I’m not so sure this will happen.  The crows have disappeared.  They probably took off to the south as it’s cold.  I miss seeing them in droves everyday like I did when it was warmer out.  It truly was a sight to behold to watch them cover the skies every sunset after work.  As for my kids I think I can pull that off…if I can get them to leave the house and go shopping with me.  So I may get one out of five.  We’ll see.

Synchronistic Moments- Not too many of these this time, though I did see a lot of things that had me thinking of someone I missed.  Maybe his thoughts were on me and that was his way of “popping up”?

Result– So as I predicted my kids, reliably, were all smiles and laughs when they decided to join me and dad in an outing.  I did hear from a friend whom I miss very much as well.  I did not see crows, butterflies or rainbows but maybe it’s asking too much of the universe to do something completely out of turn for nature.

Day Seven:

Date– 12/04/2016

Intention-To be gifted something I really want.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I’m usually the giver, not the receiver.  For someone to gift me something when it is not a holiday or my birthday is dang near as impossible to happen as that rainbow I was asking for yesterday.

Synchronistic Moments- Wow! Am I sinking deeper into failure on this project or what? Nothing happened at all today that was in any way synchronistic or manifested.  In fact, it was an overall quiet day that was actually kind of sad.  I have to admit I felt sad all day.  I just wanted to sleep but had so much to do.

Result– Absolutely nada.  I’m not even sure I want to try to continue this experiment but then what kind of scientist would I be?  I must persevere even if the results are disappointing me more and more everyday.  Otherwise I truly did waste my time over the last week.  So…we will push on…

Day Eight:

Date– 12/05/2016

Intention-To feel pure happiness before the end of the workday.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– It’s Monday.  It’s rainy.  I’ve had nothing but bad news all last week.  If I could feel pure happiness once more that would be great!  But there’s only a 10% chance that I will.

Synchronistic Moments-I did a favor for someone after work instead of my usual routine and it helped me realize I am quite a bit set in my routine.  This definitely has to change.  Also there was a death of someone in my immediate circle and it was hard to be happy when so much sadness was in me and in those I care about.  The funeral was actually today but I had to be at work so I could not comfort those that were in need of my attention.  In addition,  I had someone contact me that hadn’t in quite some time who apparently needed some closure.  That interaction actually felt good, because as this year closes and another begins I want everything to be completely  new and fresh.  I want a brand new start.

Result– I wouldn’t say it was a big nada but it really didn’t pan out either for extremely pure happiness.  However,  I have had some realizations, which is exactly what this experiment is all about.

Day Nine:

Date– 12/06/2016

Intention-I want the Universe to send me a sign about who my life-time partner is going to be.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I don’t have any idea what to look for so today is all about the hints, synchronicities and signs that that Universe can throw at me that actually all form a cohesive message.  So by the end of the day I should have an idea of how to attract him into my life and get him to want to keep me around for a lifetime.

Synchronistic Moments-Not sure if there were any worth mentioning here.  I can say I was surrounded by ducks all day.  That was unusual.  Oh.  And all my songs had a general theme of everlasting love.  And no, my playlist was not the only one playing.  As the night crept on after work I did not receive anything that I could recognize as a sign for a future life-time partner.

Result – Maybe I’m not meant to have a life-time partner?  Maybe this means I will decide to be single for the rest of my time here?  Or date many possible suitors and get used to not having just one.  Or maybe I’m just not on the right path yet to meet him.  In any case, I’m not going to worry about that.  I think that is something that the Universe will sort out over time.

Date– 12/07/2016

Intention– To have a day full of joyfulness and positivity.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I’m not feeling very positive.  Most of energy seems to be drained.  But I will try to think more joyful thoughts and see where it goes.

Synchronistic Moments-I had a dream last night that I wasn’t getting enough vitamins.  Maybe I need more vitamins?  I used to take them everyday to keep my immune system from crashing and to boost my hormones.  Maybe my dream means I need to take them to get the ball rolling towards happiness again?  I don’t know..but it won’t hurt to try so I did eventually take them.

Result– I actually had a really great day, despite a lot of it not going quite the way I planned.  Still, I felt really positive and got more done than I thought I could considering the day’s setbacks.  I’m feeling quite a bit joyous.  Let’s see if it can grow.

Day Eleven:

Date– 12/08/2016

Intention-To receive a text, email or phone call with extremely good news (for me or them).

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I’m not sure this isn’t impossible.  I will be at the office holiday party tonight where they will be announcing prizes.  I would go with another intention but this one was made last night right before bed so maybe the Universe wanted me to take baby steps in manifesting this week.   So this intention is it for the day.  Maybe I will receive a text that tells me someone is a millionaire or getting married.  The Universe is ironically funny.  We’ll see.

Synchronistic Moments-I did receive texts and emails all night long—no one gave me any exciting news, though.  What was really weird was coming home and having dad ask me about a contest for a double-wide trailer that I had put in for not too long ago. (a sister apparently said something as it was FaceBook related).  Is this a sign I’ll have my own place to call my own soon? Now that would be extremely good news for me.

Result-Well I saw a really great person win something last night so for me I would say this was a sort of success.  Even though the communication was more direct as it was addressed to everyone face to face.  Maybe this will get the ball rolling?

Day Twelve:

Date– 12/09/2016

Intention-On the twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me…12 drummers drumming.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification–Just because I think it would be ironic if my true love were to give me 12 drummers drumming (a cd of music—a song?) on the twelfth of December.   Who in their right mind is going to do that?  Besides people rarely gift me anything as you can tell from this article!  Someone gifting me something is as close to a miracle as one can get.

Synchronistic Moments- There was a lot of talk about holiday traditions.  Still, I’m not sure this one panned out as a manifestation.  Maybe I didn’t take it seriously enough.

Result– I did receive a gift of someone’s time.  Perhaps he is my true love?

Day Thirteen:

Date– 12/10/2016

Intention– To have a nice relaxing day and night.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– Everytime I am gone for a day on the weekend my dad freaks out.

Synchronistic Moments- Remember the 12 drummers drumming of yesterday?  Well I realize now that a lot of talk this morning involved noontime, or 12 o’clock today.  So my intention was still trying to linger around and make me pay attention to it but I didn’t until now.  Also there was a lot of discussion about dating, which also tied in a bit.

Result– I did have a wonderfully relaxing day and night (I received no argument about my whereabouts when I came home!  That’s a miracle unto itself!)  I managed to take a shower, a nap and enjoy a cup of tea.  As I’m writing this at 8:30pm my household is quiet and relaxed.  It’s a beautiful thing.

Day Fourteen:

Date– 12/11/2016

Intention– I want someone to say or write to me these exact words today “You’re really talented”.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I don’t particularly think that I am talented, even though some have said I am.  Also I don’t know that I will be doing anything tomorrow that will show off a “talent”.  We’ll see.

Synchronistic Moments- I was told I was good at cooking.  This is very, very close to what I wanted to hear.  Maybe I need to focus more.  I have been distracted lately.  I know that when I was out with my youngest daughter I felt so happy and it must have showed because I had a lot of people that seemed drawn to me.  Some were so interested that they couldn’t help themselves, they had to say something.

Result– I did not hear what I wanted to hear but I did have a great day.

Day Fifteen:

Date– 12/12/2016

Intention– I want to be more in touch with the Universe and synchronicity.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I haven’t been in touch or had any enlightened feelings in a long time.  Nothing in this world has moved me enough lately to help enlighten me.  I just want to feel as one, without being taken from this mortal world yet.  I want there to be some clarity as to my purpose here.

Synchronistic Moments-Well I guess I concentrated on the “without being taken from this mortal world yet” part as I almost ended up in a horrible collision.  This after dad said “take it slow out there”.  The thing is I definitely would have had an accident if I had not applied the brakes when I did and if I hadn’t been going the speed limit I surely would have seen God.  I’m not really ready for that.  Later I did enjoy a synchronistic moment when I was talking about a certain subject and the exact words I was speaking came up in a song that was playing.  It was one of those moments when I realized that the Universe truly is a trickster and likes to use words, symbols and odd moments to help us realize how connected everything is.  Oh speaking of odd moments, I have been going to the same 7-11 for a year now and have never, not once, seen any children or teenagers in there at the time that I am usually there.  Today there were twins boys there with their mother.  I’m not sure it means anything but later, right before leaving work, I saw mirrored numbers come up in inventory.  Two of these numbers were overheard in a conversation from the day before where a woman kept saying “I’ve been seeing this number come up for a couple of days now.”  Maybe this is a message for me to pay attention to those numbers.  So I’m gonna play these mirrored numbers and see what happens. 

Result– Well I think this one was a success.  There was plenty of synchronicity to go around and I had fun trying to connect all the dots the universe was putting out.

Day Sixteen:

Date– 12/13/2016

Intention– To get an unexpected invitation or gift either in person, by text, phone call or mail.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– No one invites me anywhere.  Especially on a Tuesday.  I usually don’t receive gifts from out-of-the-blue either.  So this should be interesting.  What would make it more interesting is that it somehow ties into the synchronicity of yesterday or from someone I haven’t heard from in a really long time (like months or a year).

Synchronistic Moments- This was a very quiet day.  Very, very quiet.

Result– Unless you count holiday shopping invitations from various retailers in your inbox this one was a total bust. 

Day Seventeen:

Date– 12/14/2016

Intention– To bring a higher vibration into my life.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– You have to be happy first before your desires manifest.  When the sun is absent (wintertime) I am always less happy and energetic.  I need daily doses of full sunlight on my skin to feel my best. 

Synchronistic Moments-  The sun did pop out this morning!  It did feel invigorating and I felt happy to enjoy it before heading into work.  Of course I only felt it on my face and hands as it was still chilly out…but I was really happy to see the sun come out and try to warm my heart.  Oh and on a side note it was my sister’s birthday.  I kept meaning to message her a “happy birthday” all morning but I was running late.  On my way to work I saw a car that had a 7474 on their license plate and another car beside it had a plate with another set of 74!  The universe was really trying to remind me of my sister’s birthday and I did manage to message her a “happy birthday” before the end of the morning.  Also I had a deep desire to write all day; stories kept forming in my head.  I just wish I had been able to get some free time to write them…by the time I got home the desire was gone.

Result– I did feel much better today than I had in a few days.  I’m not sure if my vibrational pattern is higher but maybe I can try again tomorrow?

Day Eighteen:

Date– 12/15/2016

Intention– To raise my vibration so the universe knows I’m ready to really accept my universal gifts now.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– The universe may not feel I’m ready to launch myself back into a higher vibration.  I will know that I am in a higher frequency when things just kinda click together like they used to when I was more attuned to a true path for enlightenment.  Somewhere along it way I lost it.  It would be great to find it again.

Synchronistic Moments- I had such a feel-good night.  I played games with my daughter and laughed a lot.  I realized later that some funny coincidences happened but only because I was so busy just trying to get to a happy place in my soul again.  I also heard from someone I hadn’t in a while and that was really nice.  I do feel I’m on the right track again.

Result– I do feel lighter in my heart than I have in a really long time.  Only time will tell if everything works out.

Day Nineteen:

Date– 12/16/2016

Intention– To feel more love from the Universe.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– No one says “I love you” to me anymore.  I don’t really know that I am all that popular lately.  But the only way to know is to get out there and see if anyone feels a need to reach out to me.

Synchronistic Moments- Hmmm…lol.  Well okay.  First off I saw someone from my old workplace when I was out holiday shopping today.  It was nice to see a familiar face and totally unexpected.  I also had about 4 people ask me to help them out in some way with their shopping…maybe my basket looked particularly interesting?  Also on the way home I saw a rainbow in the sky.  I didn’t have my camera as I didn’t want to leave it in the car on such a cold day while I was out shopping but it was really nice to see that today.  If I had been at work I wouldn’t have witnessed the glory and beauty that is a rainbow.  I’m really glad the universe shared it with me because it is something I always used to see when I was in a higher vibration.  Anyway…as I’m writing this the night is not even over…so maybe someone will still tell me how much they care about me?  We’ll see…

Additional: 30 minutes after writing the above paragraph I got a phone call from a friend who wanted to hang out with me.  I had to decline as I was about to make homemade party mix with my daughter, but it was interesting as he was the second person to want to spend Friday night with me.  I’m definitely feeling universal love here, even it it’s just friendly love.  And the night is still not over.

Additional 2: As I was falling asleep yet another person contacted me.  So now I am convinced the Universe is trying to tell me that my world is a caring one.

Result-I managed to pull many people into my life today without saying anything.  I would say this one was mostly successful.

Day Twenty:

Date– 12/17/2016

Intention– To see something amazingly beautiful and to get my kids to agree to getting their picture taken together or with me.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I live in Trenton and only have plans to go to the mall.  Oh.  And my kids won’t take selfies with me! Sigh.

Synchronistic Moments-Ok, so I saw lots of beautiful things, both natural and human-made and I have to say I bought at least one of those beautiful things as a gift for someone.  In addition I got to see one of my children light up at some of the things she saw that she had an interest in.  It gave me an insight into some of her interests and it was good to see her excited and happy.  Now if only she would have let me get her in a picture!  Still, the night is still young.  It could still happen!

Result– Despite the long night nothing more of the intention appeared but once I got home the desire to do anything kinda faded, so I’m not surprised.

Day Twenty-One:

Date– 12/18/2016

Intention– To have specific people get in touch with me today.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– The people I’m going to choose never call/text/email me on a Sunday or haven’t in a very long time.  I’m going to choose three, very specific people and meditate on each throughout the day.

Synchronistic Moments-Weirdly enough the whole household was awake around 4 am this morning and then finally settled back down to sleep a half an hour later.  Was something going on in the world that would have us all wide-awake at that time?  I’m not really sure.

I waited an hour for the first message to receive a signal back.  No Response from the Universe or the person at all.  So sent out another message to someone else.

I waited for two hours after the second message to be answered.  I got nada yet again.  So time to try the third and final message.

I waited a full three hours for an answer to the third message.  Wow!  I am three for three as not one person contacted me, not even someone I did not try to mentally message.  So either this type of communication out is out of my reach or it’s just much slower than actually messaging someone by text or phone call.

Result–  Total failure!  I really wanna give up the experiment at this point and maybe that is part of the problem.  From what I understand, manifestation is not just an act of knowing that anything is possible, it is also putting feeling of positive vibration with it.  It’s hard to feel positive when you feel like no one cares to spend time with you.  It’s also hard to feel positive when so many horrible things are happening to others that you care about.  Let’s face it…if positive feeling is the key the only way to get to the manifestation is to fake it til you make it for a lot of us.  So maybe I have to do some of that this week.

Day Twenty-Two:

Date– 12/19/2016

Intention– To enjoy being alive and in the present moment.  To feel love of life (without risk of losing my life thank you very much Universe!).

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I have no time to smell the roses today.  It’s another manic Monday.

Synchronistic Moments- I heard something today to that made me think of where my life is going as it really isn’t dedicated to me so much as it is for everyone else that’s in it.  Maybe it’s time to start doing things for me and to forget about what everyone else needs or wants.

Result– I finally understand that in order to be present in the moment, I need to be there for me, not anyone else.

Day Twenty-Three:

Date– 12/20/2016

Intention– To enjoy this beautiful and sunny day and to have something nice happen for me that enlarges my love of this world.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– It’s a manic Tuesday.  What more needs to be said?

Synchronistic Moments- Well, I did have a good day.  Still, I don’t know that anything that happened allowed me to feel more love for it.  I wanted to feel more love.  I wanted to embrace all that is.  I keep thinking, “Today will be the day I am enlightened.” I have been sorely tested this month in how vibration truly does affect an everyday experience.  I would not call this enlightened but it sure is eye-opening.  On another note concerning synchronicities…I have seen an insane amount of these cropping up starting from last night.  There are so many that have come up for me that I can’t ignore them anymore and they all are varied but connect and mesh together.  It is the only thing that I have gained the last two days from this experiment…which brings me to today’s result…drumroll please!

Result– While it feels like it is only 6:30pm or so it’s actually closer to 10:30pm…so I’m pretty sure today’s experiment was a fail.  Nothing “nice” happened to me and in fact, everyday brings more news I don’t want to hear or see or feel.  I’m pretty sure I’m not on the correct vibrational path, I’m pretty sure I know what it would take to put me on it but I don’t know that I’m ready yet to let go of some circumstances.  There is one more week left to go for this experiment.  Let’s see if anything amazing can happen in that time.  After all…miracles are supposed to happen during the holiday season for the underdog…right?

Day Twenty-Four:

Date– 12/21/2016

Intention– I will get a kiss or a small gift before the end of the day.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– There is no one in my life that will be around tomorrow to kiss me or gift me anything, no matter how small.  To be honest I’m usually the kisser and the gifter but in order to do that you have to have someone who is ready to receive what you have to offer.  Hmmm…maybe I should wish for that instead: Someone to step into my life and let me give to them what others have rejected.

Synchronistic Moments- All I can say is “wow”.  Just simply, “wow”.  It is amazing how much the Universe gives you when you really are ready to receive it.  For the last two days I have watched my youngest get out of bed on her own and take her shower and got to school without me having to prompt her at all.  It almost made me cry.  I then had the luck of the gods today at work gift me not one, not two, but three totally unexpected gifts.  It all felt very surreal and if I didn’t feel like my vibration had shifted already concerning my daughter this morning I surely would have cried or fainted.  As it is I’m still very much in shock and feel a bit guilty but the truth is there is abundance for everyone.  It is clearly apparent that there is enough for everyone to have what they want out of life.  There is a law of attraction that demands to be obeyed.  You cannot have abundance if you feel you don’t deserve it.   You can’t feel rich if you say to yourself, “I’m poor.  I’ll always be poor.” You have to convince yourself that you are worthy and that others will also have abundance when they need it or want it and feel positively about money, possessions and life itself.  One must express gratitude for the simple things like air, food, smiles, hugs and being able to breath, walk, see and hear.  I am grateful.  I am so grateful.  See, now I’m crying! 

Additional: I actually drew 3 tiny hearts on each and every one of my tickets under my name.  I wanted each and every ticket to feel loved even as I was tossing them aside.  

Result– I received three times what I was asking for and I actually did not expect to win anything.  It was a last minute decision to try.  It was beautiful to know I received so much from the Universe.  It means every thought I have been having about not being on the correct path was wrong.  The reason it felt strange (or wrong) was because it was the correct path and even though I may not want to leave certain people, places or things behind me I seem to be moving towards the path I was always meant to travel.  There is no more point in fighting my destined life.  All the gifts I’ve been given from the Creator and all the things I’ve learned in my lifetime in this world were always meant to be used.  I just never used them due to fear.  I’m not afraid anymore.

Day Twenty-Five:

Date– 12/22/2016

Intention– As this is a quadruple 2 day, I plan to manifest 4 things in doubles:

1.I want to see 2 hearts conjoined.

2.I want to hear 2 different songs about hearts.

3.I want to feel 2 hugs.

4.I want to have two of everything today.  Double whatever I get.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– How often do you see two hearts conjoined really?  And I barely ever receive hugs at work.  Well I do get hugs sometimes.  We’ll see if I am able to get my double or nothing.

Synchronistic Moments- I saw two rainbows today.  These are usually termed sun-dogs as they flank the sun at exactly the same point on either side.  They are also known as mock-suns (they mimic the sun).  I also had people using the number two a lot today and pointing out doubles.  My manifestations were not shown to me but I still felt the strong vibrational pull of this amazing number.

Result– I manifested the number of two in the most spectacular of ways.  I wish I could explain how much I love rainbows and what they represent to me and how important numbers are in the whole sequence of the Universe.  I had a dream this week about the Fibonacci spiral and I’m sure, and very positive, that when we finally figure out what it is telling us about this Universe we will all be face-palming ourselves for how simple the Universe works just by looking at it.

Day Twenty-Six:

Date– 12/23/2016

Intention– Win huge at the casino tonight.  I mean so huge my taxman will need to make some heavy changes to my tax bracket because I am now a very rich girl.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– As I have shown only a day ago, I have guilt about having such vast amounts of wealth.  Still I know I shouldn’t because there is enough wealth for everyone and we are all deserving and able to use the law of attraction and vibrational energy to have as much wealth as each of us want.  I think it all comes down to self-worth and self-love.  I have to realize it’s okay to have abundance and that I am worthy of receiving it. I am worthy and deserving of my desires.

Synchronistic Moments- My daughter is now waking up on her own everyday.  THIS is the universe I want to be in.  I bought some tickets for a few people at the office and I heard someone talking about her friend’s loss of holiday presents for her children.  I gave her a scratch-off ticket and hope hers was a winner. 3 of the 6 tickets I gave out (not including that one) were winners that I know of.  I’m not sure about the other 3 but it would be nice if they had all won something.  I really was thinking this morning of how much I could do for another if I only was a very rich girl.  Now I will get to prove it.

Result– I am richer for having gone to the casino…but not in the way of money.  I have learned that I don’t like going because I win huge amounts of money.  I like going because I’m hanging out with someone I trust and care about and because I’m doing something different and fun.  Ironically the person I was with gave me a lottery scratch off that won me ten dollars so I am truly a winner after all.

Day Twenty-Seven:

Date– 12/24/2016

Intention– To have myself a merry little Christmas.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– Actually I don’t think this is impossible at all.  This weekend is not about me but about my family and friends.  I want everyone to feel loved, respected, joyful and present to that feeling.  I want to live in the moment with what world I have already created.

Synchronistic Moments- I had a great time hanging out with my youngest child and there were many things to show me how connected I am to the Universe.  I am about to take a journey and the road will be bumpy and unknown.  But I’m ready for it now.  I’m ready to take the plunge into that unknown section of my path as the Universe takes control of the steering wheel.  I’m ready to live a life worth living.

Result– Everything went smoothly.  I was able to finish wrapping gifts and creating some personalized cards for the holidays.  Early bedtime so I can have energy for tomorrow.

Day Twenty-Eight:

Date– 12/25/2016

Intention– Again, I’m just trying to feel present to the moment and to those I love.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I don’t think it should be impossible.

Synchronistic Moments- Well this day went as expected.  I cooked a great meal.  Everyone ate and enjoyed their gifts and I could not have asked for more.  Later, I tried to find a baby picture of me in the house.  I know I have family images on the computer so I was sifting through everything and it is amazing how much life has gone by me already.  I saw pictures I took of me, my family and the world around me.  I read stories that I wrote and never did anything with…and they were pretty good if I must say so myself.   I learned tonight that time really does go by very quickly and then it’s gone.  It truly did show me that you have to be present in the moment, because that moment is all you have and it is fleeting.

Result– I had a great day with people that I really love and care about.  I was able to see the past for what it is and finally move forward towards the future I always wanted for myself as a younger person who had no fears.

Day Twenty-Nine:

Date– 12/26/2016

Intention-To hear from someone I haven’t heard from in awhile.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– It isn’t specific enough and it’s weak.  Also today feels rushed.  I don’t know that my intention will get through all the madness.

Synchronistic Moments- Well lots of weirdness today.  First I thought I got a couple of texts in a row from someone as I heard their specific chime twice and the light on the phone turned blue to indicate a message was waiting.  I finished getting ready and checked the phone and the only thing I saw when I opened that person’s text box was the last thing I said to them.  So I texted that person to tell him of the weirdness.  I did not hear back from him until much later when he tells me that he didn’t text me.  All day I felt off; forgetful and fuzzy-headed.  After work I found out that my sister, who lives in another state, had just hit a wall due to brake failure and had been hospitalized for observation all day.  Was I having sympathy signs like I did when she went into labor years before?

Result– I did not hear from anyone I haven’t heard from in awhile in the way you normally would.  Go figure.

Day Thirty:

Date– 12/27/2016

Intention– To get a back massage as I am sorely in need of one.

Why I think this is impossible unless we really live in a universe that provides instant gratification– I haven’t had a massage in a really long time and I normally have to beg for one.  Also I’ll be at work all day.  This will be the last experiment so I wanted to make it a real challenge!  Good luck granting this one Universe!

Synchronistic Moments-Well I had an interesting day to say the least.  Synchronicity was desperate to make itself known today, all throughout the day.  Lately I’ve been floating the idea of trying two new dating apps to see which one is more successful; Tinder and Bumble.  On my way to work I was stuck behind a slow-moving van for half the drive there.  It had flame warning signs all over it as it was a transport vehicle for flammable gas.  We got stuck under a sign with a left-facing arrow and I was desperate to have him go anywhere but be in front of me.  Eventually he turned right and I was on my way to finish my journey to work.  When I got to work I noticed the mats in the bathroom had honeycomb shapes on them and then on a break I realized that the Green Hornet movie was playing on a TV.  The scene mentions someone being stung by a bee.  It’s at this point that I realize I have to follow through with the next article.  Nothing that I saw or did today had anything to do with getting a massage, and though the night is young at only about 7:30pm I am pretty sure this last and final wish is not going to be granted tonight.  Maybe I need to spend more time on my manifestations but my mornings are usually busy with getting my children that reside in the house to school and fielding text messages or calls before I’m even ready to get out of the door myself.  Still I want to be successful at this manifestation thing I realize I have to concentrate harder; like guru-style, deep transcendental-type meditation.  Somehow I don’t think I want to sit all day and think about how much I can have when I can just get up and go get it.  So I’m not sure what will truly work to make me more successful at manifestation.  Anyway, on to the last and final result of this crazy experiment.

Result– Well I did not get a back massage but I did receive a call that could have led to one…but by then all I wanted to do was go to sleep…so sleep I did.  And I had the most amazingly crazy dream.  But that is a tale for another time.  And this tale of my month-long experiment with the Universe is over.  I wish you all grand manifestations and if you have any tales to tell please let me know with a comment or an email.  I love you, the world loves you and the Universe is waiting for you to create more beautiful things to put in it.  So stop reading my article and go play a game with the Universe.  That is why we were placed here to begin with…and like any strategic game it takes time to master.  Have fun with it!

Kissy oxoxo